28 married male, I gave in and let another man fuck me. Now it's all I think about

It was three weeks ago. Dale and I had an entire weekend to ourselves. I've often thought about letting a man fuck me or to suck another man but never had the opportunity or inclination to pursue it, other than a quickie with another boy, me fucking him, when I was 15. I am about 5ft. 10 inches tall, I am thin, wider hips than waist. Dale is pretty toned, and definitely bi, but for the last year has only had gay relationships. He and I were supposedly fishing, but it rained, not it stormed and hailed the entire weekend. My wife at home, me out alone in a mountain cabin. Quickly after drinks things turned to watching porn. Porn of all types. I love banging women in the butt and we watched a lot of that, then some mmf with the woman supposedly having painful anal. Eventually those lead to the two males sucking or even fucking with the "wife' watching. He just asked outright if I'd ever thought about it. I did tell him that my first sex ever at 15 was fucking another boy. He asked if I took it from the boy and I had not. He kept pushing and I told him I'd actually had thought about it a lot.

So he was on top of me, on the bed, me on my stomach and after some minutes of slow burning in my butt I got over it. He's pumping me like I pump my wife. He asks me to get on all fours, with his cock still in me, and he starts in again. He reaches around to my cock "You like it? You're hard." I told him I did like it, it was a very full feeling, not quite comfortable but not pain, I liked it, and I really liked feeling him as he slid in and out of me. He picked up the pace, I started low grunting with ever inward thrust it was so hard. He was 9 inches long and pretty thick it took us at least 15 minutes to get him inside me all the way. He was ramming me and talking so dirty about fucking my virgin ass, me taking cock up my ass for the first time. He was even asking if I fucked Jenny, my wife like this and I gave him the details, then he pushed into me what felt like another two inches as he was cumming. I felt it, I felt the hot spurts deep inside my body. By now I was back on my belly as he was banging my butt. He kept it in me, we rolled over to the side and I had cum all over myself and the bed. "Oh baby, you did like it didn't you?" he said. I didn't like it I loved it.

We spent three days and nights of him fucking me, fucking my butthole, my shithole, my love hole my asshole he called it everything imaginable. We were out where there we no others, I would spend my time nude, or in an oversize tee shirt that I wrapped a belt around. It looked like i was in a mini dress. Or I was in a large beach towel wrapped around my waist like a beach skirt or something. I felt so great, I felt like I belonged to him, he was my lover. The morning we had to go back he drove and I rode back with a load of cum in my backside and one in my belly from swallowing his big cock load. He stopped at his place before dropping me off. He didn't ask, he took me in and fucked me in his bed before he dropped me off to my wife. My wife loves to fuck, and loves to give BJs and when she does she usually puts a couple of fingers in my asshole. I had to stop her that day, I didn't want her to feel how loose I was, nor feel his cum inside me.

I walked about for a few days, feeling weird. First guilty, then missing something, I could feel how empty my ass was. It wasn't gaping open or anything, but inside I felt my insides and realized that I wanted, no needed something inside me back there. I went back to Dales and got fucked. He fucked me twice and sent me back to my wife. I fucked her ass, and deposited my cum inside hers while I had Dales cum inside my ass. I missed getting fucked more and more and I was visiting Dale as often as I could, sometimes daily on weekends for several hours getting fucked or sucking his cock multiple times.

Its's been three weeks now, and I realize that I want cocks in me, I want to get fucked by cocks, not just one cock even though he and his cock are wonderful. I want more. I found a guy online, younger than me with a cock thicker than Dales. I now have two cocks to fuck me, and I try my best not to cum so I can go back all horny and fuck the hell out of my wifes pussy and asshole. She says she doesn't know what gotten into me but she loves it, whatever it is.

What it is, is two 9 inch long, thick cocks up my ass.