Starting to realize that i'm just a cum hole

After a traumatic weekend where I was repeatedly raped and abused and im left with the notion that I am nothing more than a cum hole for my uncle Ajax.

It was the longest and hardest weekend of my existence so far.
Tied to the bed, I had to endure continuous rape from my father, my uncle and the black man who returned to my parents' house the following night.
All my orifices were abused. The only food I got was cum down my throat the many times they came in my mouth.
On Sunday afternoon, everyone returned to their homes, and my father fucked me one last time before releasing my bound hands from the bed.
Go take a shower before your mother comes home with your daughter, whore.
Tired and sore, I could barely move to the bathroom to wash myself and clean off the dried cum that covered my body.
I took a long shower, where I cried with rage and hatred for my father, for having allowed and encouraged my uncle and a stranger to abuse me for two nights and two days.
After getting out of the shower, I moved with difficulty to the kitchen to put something solid in my stomach, I was starving.
I'm going out to buy some chewing tobacco, make sure you get ready because your mother will be here soon with your daughter.
About 10 minutes after my father left, the phone rang. It was my mother telling me that a blizzard was preventing them from returning and that she was going to stay at my grandmother's for the rest of the week.
Frightened at having to share the house with just my father, I put on the first clothes I could find and went to my best friend Alexa's house.
I didn't tell her what had happened, I just asked her if I could stay for a few days and she said yes.
One hour after I left home the phone rang, it was my father but I didn't answer.
I called Ajax, but he was at home with his wife and couldn't talk.
He arranged something to leave the house so we could talk freely.
He picked me up and we drove to a quiet, secluded spot.
I had to arrange a work emergency to get out of the house, what happened?
I laid my head on his lap and burst into tears, telling him everything that had happened.
He couldn't believe it, he wanted to know everything in detail, I was surprised, but I did as he asked.
While I was telling him all the details, I started to feel his cock getting rock hard under the shorts he was wearing.
Ajax, are you getting turned on by what happened to me?
Sorry baby, but I can't help it, the details are making me hard.
I know it's not the best time, but could you give me head until I cum? My balls are so full I can't stand it.
How can you ask me to do something like that in a moment of suffering like this?
I'm sorry Bri, I know I'm sorry. It's just that you're so hot that I can't stand it when I'm with you.
Those lost puppy dog eyes are killing me, I think to myself.
Okay, fine, but only because I get it and I really like you.
Really? He asks excitedly.
Yes, I'll give you a blowjob.
I slip my hand inside his shorts, pull his huge cock out and get down to business.
Although my jaw is still a little sore, I do my best to give him pleasure. A few minutes later he comes in my mouth and I swallow all his cum.
OOOOh baby, my cock already missed those delicious lips.
Satisfied? I ask.
Not yet, he replies. He quickly reclines my seat, climbs on top of me and gets between my thighs.
I need to fuck you.
Ajax, no, I'm too sore.
I'll do it gently, I promise. He puts his hand under my skirt, pushes my panties aside and sticks his still hard cock inside me.
You're hurting me, Ajax, I complain.
Sorry baby, but I need to empty my balls.
He gently slips his hard cock in and out, I can't get lubricated because of the pain I'm feeling. But I have to let him finish.
For several minutes, Ajax pumps me non-stop, opens my blouse, grabs and sucks my tits.
Please Ajax finish quickly you're hurting me
Almost there baby, he says panting.
His cock pumps my pussy, it starts to twitch and moments later I feel surges of jouissance heating up my insides.
ooooooh, oooooooh fuck, I'm cumming. I'm cumming.
His cock doesn't stop twitching and spurting cum inside me until I start to feel cum running down the crack of my ass.
oooooh what a good fuck, you always make me cum so much Brianna. thank you.
I stand up and start to tighten my blouse.
You're welcome. I adjust my panties.
Now take me to a pharmacy, I need the morning-after pill and then to Alexa's, I need to rest.
I've come to the conclusion that Ajax is just like everyone else. He didn't care about me, all he cared about was emptying his balls.
The next day I called my father and told him that I was going to spend the next few days at Alex's. I even got her to talk to him so that there would be no doubt that I was telling the truth.
During the week at work Ajax tried his luck with a few advances, but I wasn't in the mood and didn't give him anything.
Every day I talk to my daughter on WhatsApp and she already misses her mommy.
On Friday, I finally met Alexa's older brother. He belongs to the Navy Seal and travels around the world a lot in the service of the navy.
She didn't expect him to stay with her, so he had to make do with the sofa.
In the middle of the night, I woke up thirsty, went down to the kitchen for a drink of water and he was watching TV.
He's not very handsome, but he has a spectacular body, all muscular and well-traced.
I watch him from afar in the dark and suddenly I hear, “You can come and watch TV too. I don't bite and I can see you in the dark,” he says.
Startled, I apologize for staring at him.
It's okay, do you want to keep me company? I can't sleep and I don't think you can either.
Okay, I say and sit down on the sofa.
I feel a bit awkward, but I make conversation.
We chat for a while and I learn that he hasn't been with a woman for almost a year.
Really? I ask perplexed
Bones of the trade, it comes with the job, he replies.
I feel sorry for him, I can see that he's tense around me and that he's looking at me lustfully.
Suddenly I feel bold and ask, do you want me to relieve you with my mouth?
He was unresponsive for a moment, but nodded in the affirmative.
I straighten my hair and lean over him, slip my hand inside his boxers, pull out his hard cock and start sucking.
His cock is medium-sized, but very thick. I have some difficulty getting it into my mouth, but eventually I get the hang of it.
Not surprisingly, after a few sucks, he holds my head, oooooh, I'm going to cum, oooooh fuck, eat it, eat it all.
He cums like a cannon, I can even feel the spittle coming out of his cock, I almost choke, but I manage to swallow all his sperm.
When he's finished cumming, he lets go of my head, I stand up and wipe the corners of my mouth.
I hope I've helped," I say.
Thank you, it felt good but it didn't taste like much, I came too quickly, but thank you.
No problem, I'll be here until Sunday, whenever you need to cum, just ask.
What??? he says in amazement.
That's what you heard, I smile and go to my room.
At dawn on Saturday, I woke up to a soft touch on my face, I was still asleep, but I turned over and there was Alexa's brother.
I feel like cumming again. He says.
I look at him smiling, spread the sheets and let him get on top of me and say, come on. Fill me up with all your swimmers.
He did, he fucked me hard all morning and came multiple times.
As Alexa works weekends, we made the most of it when she wasn't there and he fucked me all weekend.
He made me cum many times and filled my pussy and mouth with his sperm.
On Sunday evening, I returned home and my daughter was already there with my mother.
My father wasn't very happy, but I hope everything goes back to normal and that he calms down.
Let's wait and see how it goes.