Cousin’s Fuck Toy

My have been so supportive and close to me since I came out and told him I’m gay.

I’m Emmanuel and I’m 19 years old. I’ve been gay since I 15 and I’ve kept this secret hidden from the public. Ever since I’ve graduated high school I slowly started to let some of my closest friends and siblings know that I’m gay. I was surprised to see that majority of them were supportive and really didn’t change their opinions on me. My two sisters and my cousin are the most supportive of me. My cousin (Joel) is the same age as me I'm just five months older than him.

When I told him about my sexuality he was surprised to hear me say that because throughout my life I was always hating on the LGBTQ community (but in reality I was trying to cover up my true feelings about love). It was like the third Sunday since coming out as gay when Joel took me out to watch a movie (it was the latest Venom movie that came out). On the way to the movie theater he told me if I was down to do something else after the movie. I told him I would be down to do something after the movie. So we watched the movie and during the movie he asked me a question that left surprised and confused.

He said, “have you ever touched any of your siblings?”
“What do you mean,” I replied. “Like have you ever had sex with a family member before,” he responded. At that point I knew where he was trying to ask for, so I then told him, “can we get back to this conversation after the movie please?” “Ok sorry about that,” he replied.

When the movie ended I tried to rush him to get him to his truck because I was so curious about his question he asked me. When we got to his truck I asked him, “What were you trying to tell me about?” “Oh about that, don’t worry about it just forget it,” he said. “Please tell me Joel,” I begged him. “Have you ever had sex with any of your family members,” he yelled at me since he has bad temper. He left me shocked in two different ways, he left scared shocked cause he yelled at me and surprised shocked cause of what he said.

So I’m a type of person that likes to get to the point quickly. So I tell him, “are you trying to ask me if I want to have sex with you?” I get no answer so I stay quiet. He pulls up to a Zaxbys drive-through and orders our food. “Can you please answer me Joel,” I ask him. Again no answer so I stay silent the whole ride until we get to my house.

“Grab your food,” he said. “There's no one home. My family are a wedding party come eat with me,” I tell him. “Oh ok I’ll eat with you then,” he said. So I take him inside we eat and talk about the movie we just watched. It was a good movie I recommend it (if you’re a big Marvel fanboy like me).

We finished eating and I tell Joel that I’m gonna go pee real quick and to feel free to do whatever since he is my cousin. When I finished I saw Joel sitting in the couch and for some reason I started to admire him and look him up and down. “What’s the problem,” he questioned me. “Uh nothing it’s just you had a good fit on today I didn't get to compliment you,” I tell him. “Do you want to go to your room?” he asked. “Yeah let’s go,” I replied back.

“Lay down on your bed,” he told me. I didn’t say anything at all because at this point I know what he’s trying to get from me so I hop on my bed. He locks the door and tells me, “would you be down to do it with me.” “Really? What kind of question is this? Of course I would be down,” I tell him. “Just don’t tell nobody please,” he begs me. I tell him to not worry because I wouldn’t want anyone to know about me being gay since I’m still new to telling people I’m gay.

He gets on the bed with me and we slowly start making out. I’m a submissive boy so I let him be in control and go with the flow. He slowly starts to touch my small/average size dick. “No wonder why you’re a gay,” he jokingly said. I started laughing and tell him, “that’s not the reason I’m gay.” He then makes me take my clothes off while he watches. When I was naked I stood in front of him and got on my knees.

I pull his pants down and get slapped by his 6 inch dick. “This is why I’m gay,” I tell him and start laughing while I stroke his dick. “Haha, I’m glad I have a cousin like you who is willing to please me,” he said. “Well I’m your cousin and I love you. So don’t afraid to ask for this kind of stuff again I’ll always be open to this kind of stuff,” I replied back. “You want handjob or blowjob,” I say. “Blow please,” he replied. So I began licking his shaft to try to get him to get hard again.

Once he was hard I started sucking. I sucked him off for eight minutes before he told me if he can fuck me. I said yes and watched him get naked. I lay on my back on my bed and get comfortable for missionary position since I’m a chubby boy and majority of us chubby boys love missionary as the first option. He takes a condom out of his pants.

Once he was ready he pulled me to the edge of my bed to penetrate me while he was standing instead of laying on top of me. So he slowly penetrates me and I let a couple of moans out. “Oh my god you’re so big,” I moan out. He giggles and continues with his slow thrust and I start to play with my dick. Like three minutes later he starts to pick the pace up and I stop playing with myself as I try not to beg him to stop.

“You like it Manny,” he tells me. “Oh my god yes I love it so much don’t stop,” I moan. He starts pounding me even harder and my moan got louder. It didn’t take long for me to tell him to slow down. He then tells me if he can fuck me without condom and I said yes so he pulls his condom off and tells me to drink his pre cum that got left behind. So I did while he stuck his dick back inside me.

He started pounding me again for like five minutes straight. He pulls out turns me around and continues fucking me in doggy style now. I just enjoy his pleasure and moan loud to let him know how good he’s doing. He smacks my ass and tells me, “how does it feel.” “I love you Joel so much,” I replied. “Good girl. You’re my slut and fuck toy for now on ok,” he said. “Yes daddy I’m your slut,” I replied.

Ten minutes go by without stopping. I try to pull away but he held me down so I begin to beg him to stop and let me get comfortable. So he stopped and let me stand up for a bit. I was shaking and really couldn’t feel my legs. “You’re so weak right now aren’t you baby,” he said. Before I even got to say anything he held my lips shut and told me to suck his dick.

He laid back and spread his legs and I got between his legs and started sucking. “How does your ass taste like,” he questioned me. I continued sucking and moaning on his dick. “It tastes so good,” I said when I stopped sucking to catch my breath a bit. “Are you enjoying this at all,” as asked him. “Dude you may be a boy but I’m loving this so much,” he replied back.

“Nice. I’m glad you’re enjoying this as much as I am,” I said. “You want to keep going are you calling it a day,” he asked me. “I’m sorry Joel but you’ve left me weak and exhausted we can do this again some other time,” as told him. This whole sex session lasted for almost three hours. Luckily my parents were at a wedding party and didn’t get home till three in the morning. Joel and I started having sex at 8:43pm and we ended at 10:28pm.

This was happened on October of 2024. Joel is straight he was just bi-curious and was lucky that was down to let him experience his fantasy. We ended up having sex one more time in 2024 so I now think he’s bisexual 100%.