Beautiful man

A simple story of how my trying to fuck my first girl friend, led to my first man.

Leaving my girlfriends house with tears in my eyes. We were in the same class at school. We had made love on that Saturday afternoon in the fields. We planned it she got condoms. It was the first time for both of us. 15 years old, she couldn't wait she was pulling at my clothes off. We put the condom on and it was hard to get me hard enough. She was jerking at it. And then it was in het to the hilt. She started to thrust and it was over. Oops. Worse the condom was gone. Shit I knew I was in trouble. But we tried again.
It was nice laying in that field both naked in the sun. She was trying to get me hard again. Being touched was lovely. And I did the same for her,she explained I had to rub her clit, she even showed it to me. This made my cock dissolve. It didn't look very inviting to me. But she got an orgasm and she was rubbing my cock she said it's not very big, she even said my little brother of 8 has a bigger one. And Nigel Wilkins(another boy in our class) has a massive one. Some girls say he pumps it into you for ages and breaks the condom every time. But it's worth it. And I got hard and we did it again .It wasn't a wow. And I felt I had disappointed her. And myself. She was a very beautiful girl she had quite some boobs and her body was perfect. That was it I walked her home.. She told me on the way back. She wanted to try sex with someone more experienced and older man. So he could teach her the enjoyment of it all. Maybe you should try and older girl. One that can teach you how to use your little dick properly. Well I felt so sad, I was in love. I wanted a perfect life together.
So with tears running down my face I had to go home. I had told my dad I was out at my friend's for the night. And it was about 6in the evening. My house was 10 miles away and running along with my thumb out just incase some driver felt sorry for a young kid running in what was now a thunderstorm.
It was good you couldn't see the tears. And I saw the brake lights come on and reverse lights..The door opened and a voice said get in. He reached in the back gave me some tissues and said dry your face. He even dabbed around my eyes. And as he drove on I noticed how plush the car was,and the heater blowing hot air on me. But I was soaked He asked me where I was going He said he wasn't going that far but would take me.
He said you look very sad.And slowly I told my story of the day. His hand came on my leg he said your soaked. And his hand slowly came on the inside of my leg. It felt comfortable and I thought how nice and caring he was. He said I have a place just near here let's go there and you can get dry and tell me all. Inside I was afraid I thought of all the stories where kids get murdered or locked in cells by ferocious men. But I liked him and said ok. The hand slipped to the inside of my shaking leg. But it felt good too.
We got to a nice house, kind of what looked like a 60s style bungalow and a drive to a side door. The rain stopped and I noticed a shed steaming from the rain on hot roofing.
Kind of surreal and my mind was mad thinking what am I getting into. But in the house looked like a family house, he said it's not my house I just look after it.(Later he told me his parents lived there but spent months in a flat in Spain.He found a dressing gown that must have been from his mum and said get those wet things off and I will put them in the dryer, and put this on. It was obviously feminine and kind of silky, I said I will feel silly. No he said Dads one would drown you it will look nice. He said as Zi undressed don't be shy.but once my t-shirt was off I put the dressing gown on and took my trousers off so he couldn't see me. He laughed and said I wanted to see you , I wanted to know if it's true what your girl said. Why I said do you think it's a problem too. He smiled. no he said, I find tiny cocks to be really cute. But so many say they are but are just normal size. But it is what it is nothing to brag about at all, just how your born. And I looked at him he was overweight I suppose. I think 6 feet tall and 100 kg .And I had been thinking could I fight my way out if I had too. No is the answer. My dad always said I was a sissy at fighting. Because my older brother was so macho and tied to hurt. Somehow I was afraid of hurting people.
He asked me what's my name Dave I said and he was Ray. .. So Ray had a whiskey in one hand he walked two steps to me undid the belt. It fell open It went so fast then. His hands came on my bum cheeks he lifted me his lips were on mine.I felt his tongue in my mouth. It made me really dizzy excited and my vock was hard. He put me down.Did you kiss her like that.my legs were wobbly and I couldn't talk. Noooo. He lowerede I could feel my bum cheeks glowing from his bogs hands. He picked me back up with one hand ony bum and a finger rubbing my hole. Circling around it and making jump as it entered and my cheeks clenched the kissing made me so dizzy and I came over him. He smacked my bum cheeks. Lay me down on the sofa. My cock was hard again, his mouth closed over my cock and balls. It felt so good , he sucked and said I will cum again. He stopped lifted my legs and smacked my arse really hard. You only cum when I tell you. He said come here I got up. Undress me he said. I took his shirt off and dropped his trousers. Kneeling I pulled down his shorts. I0t flopped out a semihard trunk. He just said you know what to do. Wow it felt so heavy and smooth and I could suck it forever pulling back that foreskin while in my mouth. It was so thick
only the head was filling my mouth . He pushed himself into me I could feel my balls tightening. I said Ime coming again. He was mad at me. He said I told you. Picked my feet in the air and onto his shoulders . Took me cum all on his dick and my bum and he just pushed it hard into me. It stopped my muscles stopping it entering I was very frightened I thought he would rip my insides with that monster. He lunged forward with all his weight. Half the monster was in me. And as he started to thrust,I was sure I would die of the pain. Crying out for him to stop. He did for a second. Then he said I knew you needed a real good fucking your just ripe and ready. And it's what you need. He fucked my arse off .As he came he pushed hard into me he kept still) I could feel him pulsing in my belly and a bit shocked ass he then slowly trusted and feeling lovely slipping in and out.
You have been needing that for awhile. I've got to teach you not to get so excited. If you fucked your girl like that , it doesn't matter the size only that she felt taken she would be yours now. But to late now your mine now because you got taken. All I could say was thank you. by morning he fucked me twice more. And I counted I had come 7 times.
He had me until I went away to collage and even on collage Holliday's. I knew I couldn't ever say no to him.. at college I wanked myself each night his cock turned up slightly and the thought of it still makes me so excited I can think of him and just hold my cock tight and I cum. Even writing it makes me want to cum.
. My dick grew to a mighty ....
....Well nearly 5 inches. The girl later asked me did you ever find someone experienced. Yes I said he was great. She went quiet then a big smile on her face. I knew it even then