Being drunk I shouldn't have done it

But it's too late now as it's happened and I've just got to deal with it now

My parents were having a night in their house and had invited some of their friends over
I went out with my friends and I came back later on that night
My dad's friend was on the sofa looking rather drunk my parents were upstairs in bed and the rest of them had already left
I'm in the living room sitting on the sofa as he's sitting at the other side of it and we are probably both drunk he's probably more drunk than me
He's asking me how my night was I'm telling him it was a good laugh he's asking me why I haven't got a boyfriend with me
I'm saying that I wasn't bothered about it
He's going on and on about it saying a beautiful girl like me should have a boyfriend
I'm just laughing about it
I was embarrassed I suppose talking about it with my dad's friend
I don't know what happened next but before I knew what was happening I've got his cock out of his trousers and I'm giving him a blow job
I was actually giving him a blow job my mouth deep in cock my mouth sliding up and down on it licking sucking on it
I was wanking him off into my mouth it took ages before I managed to get him to come
My arm was knackered my mouth jaw hurts after it I'm sitting back up licking my lips looking at him
He's just sitting there looking at me saying it has been a while since someone has done that to him
I'm looking at him saying I thought that
He's saying that he enjoyed it saying that I'm really good at it
Thanks I'm glad you enjoyed it
That's when he actually asked me if he could fuck me I'm looking at him saying I don't know I m having my period he's saying it's only blood it gets wiped off it's ok with me
I'm looking at him actually thinking about it
That's when I actually heard myself saying ok then
I had actually said yes
He's trying to stand up and he's got a blanket
I'm pulling down my legging pants and I'm lying down on the sofa and he's got himself on top of me and he's actually putting it up inside me oh god it was really opening me up down there
I'm just lying there under him I couldn't move with his weight on top of me
I was struggling to breathe
Honestly it took him for ever to finish I've never been fucked for so long before
He's eventually got off me and I'm standing up with it all running down on my legs it wasn't a pretty sight now I'm using the blanket to wipe myself and I'm actually going upstairs with this blanket between my legs holding my pants legging in my hand
I'm in the toilet wiping myself cleaning myself up basically
It was the next morning that was rather embarrassing as he's sitting there talking to my parents looking at me with a really big grin on his face