It wasn't exactly what I was expecting it to be

It was a total joke in the way that I lost my virginity. It was over before it actually begun.

I am 19 female and I was still a virgin well until I went out this night with my friends.we were in this nightclub and I had probably drank too much.
My friends where disappearing one by one with different guys that they had met..
I'm sitting there having my drink when this guy comes over and sits down beside me and starts chatting with me
We have been chatting for ages and having drinks our faces were getting closer to eachother's and before I knew it went where kissing the face of each other
Our tongues exploring inside eachother's mouth wrapping around each others tongues I was actually enjoying it it felt good..
That's when I felt his hand down between my legs and he's actually pushed his fingers hard against me down there it was right on my fanny.. but I actually didn't do anything I'm just sitting there kissing him letting him touch me up down there
I actually put my hand down between his legs and I could actually feel his dick it was hard as I had my fingers around on it through his jeans holding it squeezing it in my hand..
It was a couple of minutes later and I stopped kissing him and took my hand away pulling his hand away from between my legs
I'm sitting there talking to him it was a while longer when we actually lefted the nightclub and we were outside
I felt worse when the fresh air hit me I started staggering about that's when he put his arm around me and we were walking I was going towards the taxi rank at the other side of the town
We were walking kissing each other and then walking again..
Then we stopped and he's kissing me touching me up between my legs again and he had undone the button on my jeans and he's got his hand down inside my knickers and he was actually fingering me I'm just standing there letting him
It felt good if I was being honest I was actually enjoying it
Then he's stopped and he's fixed my button on my jeans and we are walking along this alley way
It was dark and it was smelly different smells from the bins as we were walking past them.then he's stopped and he's undone the button on my jeans and he's actually pulling them down along with my knickers and he's got me lying down on the path my bum was cold and felt wet it felt rough against my bum cheeks
He's got my jeans and knickers down around my ankles
I'm lying there with my legs opened as he's got himself down between my legs and he's got himself on me I felt like I couldn't move as he's literally lying on top of me between my legs
Then I felt this pain it was really sore as he's pushing himself up inside me I'm just lying there under him holding him around on his back
I'm lying there looking at him as he towering above me holding himself up with his arms
His dick really up deep inside me he's just holding himself above me looking at me
Then he's pulled it down and out of my fanny and he's standing up pulling his jeans boxers up fixing himself and he's helping me up
As I'm standing up I could actually feel this warm stuff running down around on my legs I'm pulling up my knickers and jeans fixing myself
We were walking back out of the alley way back towards the taxi rank
We stopped a couple of times kissing
We were at the taxi rank and he's just standing there I'm thinking about asking him back.
But he didn't seem to want to know me anymore I guess he got what he wanted from me
I get into a taxi and the driver drove away I'm looking at him as he's looking away from me..
I never did see him again..