Pre op fantasies pt. 1

I want to be used and bred before i fully transition. This is a true fantasy. I hope someone local reads this

2 years ago i decided i wanted to transition from female to male. I love women but I always felt that my sex life lacked. I want to experience sex as a male or as close to male as i can get. I've been on T for 2 years and I've grown a beard and mustache, i am pre op so I've had no surgeries yet, still have my tits(46 D) and still have my pussy(clothes is a little larger and more sensitive because of T). Lately though I have been craving to be fucked by a nice hard cock, wanting to use and be used before i complete my transition. I have yet to meet someone so I decided to make up a story of the experience I want to have.

Cruising online chats for someone local, I come across an older white guy looking for fun like me and he's local. We start to chat and he asks for pics but I am a bit nervous because although im still woman, i have a face full of hair do to the T shots. I explain my situation and he still wants a picture so i send one, a face pic. Then he wants a tit pic and a pussy pic. I oblige and he tells me that his cock is rock hard at the sight of my chocolate and pink cunt. It looks so wet and tight he says and i reply it is tight, im a virgin, I've never experienced anything with a guy except some light touching and kissing. He proposes that me meet in a neighboring town at a hotel and go from there, i agree and the next day we meet at a Drury room 324 and it would be the best experience of my life.

We meet and talk for awhile, he asks me to sit closer so i leave the chair and sit next to him on the bed. He asks me what i like and i tell him getting my chocolate nipples sucked always send me through the roof. He asks me to take odf my shirt but i am a bit self conscious because i pack some extra pounds and he assures me that if the facial hair didn't run him away a little extra belly surely wouldn't. I take off my shirt and her rubs my fits and nipples through my sports bra and right away i start to get wet.
I take my bra off and he starts to suck and tease my nipples with his hot wet tongue without hesitation i take my pants off. I lay back and as he continues to suck my fits but now he rubs my pussy. As soon and he puts his hands in my underwear he lets out a moan as i am already EXTREMELY wet and his cock is brick hard. He unzips his pants and starts to jerk off, im so wet he uses some of my juices to lubricate his thick white cock as he jerks off.
After about 20 minutes of nipple play he asks me to suck his cock, I've never done this before. He tells me to take it in my mouth , relax and he will do the rest. Being face fucked is one of my fantasies so i was really excited. He told me to open my mouth and stick out my tongue and i obeyed. He started thrusting into my mouth, slow at first but once my mouth got nice and wet he sped up and told me to stick my tongue out so he can get deeper. He wanted to make me choke and was quite upset to learn i have no gag reflex which only mad him fuck my throat faster and harder. Slamming my head down on his cock as he thrusts up into my throat telling me to suck his thick white cock he busts a massive load down my on my 46 D fits and that was just the beginning......part 2 will be bases on feed back from part one