I gave into it - for money

I felt nervous and not a bit excited as I took an older man up on his offer. I needed money badly, I was behind on rent, cable, car payments then added in a thousand dollar repair bill on the car. He offered me three thousand dollars if I went to a nudist resort with him for the weekend. Leaving Friday late afternoon, and coming back on Sunday night. He made it plain that I was the have sex with him as he wanted for the weekend. He is 52, in shape, and honestly a very handsome looking man and I was desperate.

He gave me the money up front, and we arrived Friday night in time for an evening meal. At the restaurant some of the patrons were dressed, some semi nude, others totally nude. He went clothed and I thought I could too but he wanted me topless. Once on arrival in our bungalow he got naked and insisted I do also. I thought this was going to be my initiation into being a paid whore, but it wasn't. He was complementing me on my body and to be honest he had the biggest cock I'd ever seen. Other than him, my brother had the biggest it was 6 inches long when soft and and inch and a half thick soft. I asked one of his girlfriends and she said it went to 9 inches and was as thick as his wrist. This one was bigger. He dressed, and gave me a bottom wrap around like you'd wear over a swimsuit, I thought I could put on panties but no, he wanted me bare under the wrap. So my C cup, boobs out for the world, my make up done, my hair done, nails done, and a wrap around my bottom with no panties we went to dinner.

It was after dinner I expected we'd go to the bungalow and I'd have to let him have sex. I was worried about what I'd gotten myself into, not having any idea of what kind of sex he expected. He wanted to walk on the beach first, and it was on the beach at night in amonst the palms he took off my wrap, spread it out, lain me down and spreading my legs he went down on my shaved pussy. I finally did get wet, I was so nervous even with very skilled licking it took almost 5 minutes. He was hard, and he got on top of me and pushed his monster cock into my - up till then - tiny vagina. I'd never had one like that, it actually felt uncomfortable really, he began moving in and out, I kissed him, letting him know that it would be OK. I wanted at least the appearance of something mutual, not just paid sex. He didn't have a condom, in fact he'd not brought any, and he came buckets inside me. It was leaking out while he was still inside me shoot more and more into me. I remember thinking that I was glad I didn't give him a BJ first.

I did give him BJs that weekend, he didn't expect me to swallow it all, I did what I could, he loved shooting facials on me, shoot on my boobs. He would sometimes shoot on me and we'd walk back through the resort or by the pool and he would parade me around with his cum running down my chest, my face, my boobs. He really liked that. It made me feel even worse, now all the people knew I was a young girl probably getting paid, or getting a better job being with this older man. He tried anal sex which I'd done before, but he was just too big. when we finally got back to his place, he didn't wait, he took my into the living room, pulled up my dress, ripped off my panties, put vaseline on and in my ass and on his cock and pushed into me. I was begging, crying, and in such pain. After he was done, and his huge load was running out of my now gaping asshole, he laid down another thousand.

I went to the toilet, and after draining my abused hole of as much of his cum as i could I put some toilet paper back there, then a pad from my purse and then remembered that I didn't have panties. I held them in place and went out, he had gone into my suitcase and was holding a pair of panties for me. I jerked them away from him, put them on and went out to the uber he called.

So I feel like a total POS, a whore, an abused woman forced into anal sex and damaged for it. He's texted asking for another meet, one night, but I haven't texted him back. No matter what now, I've prostituted myself. I gave sex for money and I feel like shit.