18 and wanting to be abused and impregnated

Hi there I’m 18 years old and I’m from (female to male transgender) and I can’t stop thinking about how I want to be abused and forcibly impregnated, so here are some fantasies I want to happen (it’s going to take me awhile to write this cuz I have to keep stopping to masturbate)

I sit on the bed and wait for you to come in, you walk in holding a role of duct tape and tell me to strip and put my arms behind my back, I do and you duct tape my arms together. You then push me forward and grab my legs and duct tape them from my calf to my thigh so I can’t move them apart. When you’re satisfied that I can’t move you flip me on my back and grab my breast and play around with my nipples, grabbing, twisting, sucking biting and finally you grab nipple suckers and put them on, twisting them until you can’t anymore, I squirm under you as you do and you smack me and tell me to hold still as you apply a sucker to my clit and tighten it up. You grab a gag and put it around my mouth, I’m then layed down, face and tits down and ass up, it isn’t long before you lube up and force your way into my ass, pounding and stretching it open. I lay there grunting and moaning as I can through my muffled mouth until you cum, as you do I tighten around you and mu legs shake from my asshole from being abused, but this was far from over. You pull out and stuff something in to keep your cum there, a dildo, a plug, anal beads or anything you can think of, when I’m plugged up you notice my pussy leaking and degrade me, tell me I’m a slut for cock and how I’m so desperate for it, maybe you’ll play with me for a few minutes but then you go quiet and start to do something, after a few minutes I get curious and start to look up, that’s when you bring the belt you have grabbed down on my ass. “did I say you could get up?” You say as I attempt to cry out, you keep whipping my ass, back, and thighs until it’s bright red and I’m crying. Telling me I’m a filthy whore and how I deserve this for being a bad slave, when you’re finally satisfied you wrap the belt around my neck and keep it tight, restricting my breathing as you start to pound my pussy. My vision blurs as I cum from your pounding until I cum so hard I pass out, it is only then you push me onto my back and release the belt, but you aren’t done, you are far from done. I am nothing more than an object for you to use even after I pass out

Let me know if I should drop more of my fantasies, I have many more

I desperately need to be stretched out by a man with a big cock who can pound me good, let me know if you want my socials 🤭